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ajax88 37, Female, DC, Washington, USA - 23 entries

Jun 2010
10:29 AM CST

Trust Me

�Looking for something I've never seen
Alone and I'm in between
The place that I'm from and
The place that I'm in
A city I never been
I found a friend or should I say a foe
Said there's a few things you should know
We don't want you to see
We come and we go
Here today, gone tomorrow.

We're only taking turns
Holding this world
It's how it's always been
When you're older you will understand.

If I say who I know it just goes to show
You need me less than I need you
Take it from me we
Don't give sympathy
You can trust me trust nobody
But I said you and me
We don't have honesty
The things we don't want to speak
I'll try to get out but I never will
Traffic is perfectly still

We're only taking turns
Holding this world
It's how it's always been
When you're older you will understand

And then again maybe you don't..

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burqunde 34, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 26 entries

Jun 2010
1:20 PM EDT

i walk along this lonely� street
with no one to dry my tears
,massage my tired feet
or calm my present fear

seeing life through a taunted heart
making everything gray
alone my new life, a new life to start
always searching for a way

but life goes on no matter what
the fact i can not quell
memories never to be forgotten
within my heart they dwell

so i keep walking along this lonely street
keep searching to find my way
every night i lie down to sleep
and pray tomorrow's a better day

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mrswho 57, Female, North Carolina, USA - 34 entries

Jun 2010
12:57 PM EDT

To all 2010 Graduates

You are educated.� Your certification is in your degree.�
You may think of it as the ticket to the good life.�
Let me ask you to think of an alternative.�
Think of it as your ticket to change the world.�
~Tom Brokaw

Tags: graduation, quotes

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jroberts1941 82, Male, Kentucky, USA - 50 entries

Jun 2010
6:17 PM CST

prayer

Praise God Pray and Give priority to God's Church Do God's will not my will Look to God for daily needs Forgive others God will forgive me Flee temptation Flee Evil Give God Glory

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Privacy963 30, Male, California, USA - 54 entries

Jun 2010
1:50 PM PST

Dear Diary I have to sleep soon but theres just so many things to talk about. Today I feel blessed. You know I feel like God always wants us to be happy and today is one of those days. It is because of two reasons first because first I'm accepted into the summer program and second I am going to be altar serving soon. The orientation meeting is on Saturday and although I have to cancelthe trip I am still happy. Today I was able to get the community service from Las Palmas I can't wait to start volunteering I can believe I forget how to write.

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NoDeadenz 22, Male, New York, USA - 84 entries

Jun 2010
4:59 AM EDT

Last nite I cried....

We have been spending alot of� time together, last nite I went and picked up john after I got off from work, our feet were tired and burning from standing so long. I wanted to show him rather than tell�him that I love him deeply. so with dj's help I set� the bathroom with candles, music and bubbles made sure his�towel was ready�for him.� He was so suprised! I think he may have wanted me to join him, but I� wanted�the moment�to about�him as well as for�him so I declined the invitation. When he� finished soaking��the room appeared tidy (I pulled an�xe move and shoved everything under the bed)�lol :). This is when he informed with tears in his�eyes that this was the most thoughtfu, sensual thing someone has ever done for him. Which shocked me, I did as he requested and held him until I fell asleep. It was beautiful!
Earlier the same day we took a shower together it was nice. I see he likes living on the edge,� we did the damn thang, while my daughter was on the computer. Hmmm it was so fucking good! l�� lets see that was monday, on� sunday he let�� his guard down a bit when we were intimate, he sucked my toes as well as some other orifices. We� cant get enough of each other,in a couple of weeks our lives will be� in unison. He loves me, with all my character defects which are many. when its time for him to go to work often times he becomes a bit disgruntled. He doesnt like to be away from the kids and I, which is understandble.
We were playing a word game one would start the sentence and the other would have to finish it. Well durning one of the rounds he informed me that his estranged wife knew about us. Iam confident, that his brother took it upon himself to disclose �our damn business. Not that I have anything to hide, but I wanted to keep our situation on the low til his divorce was final. Although things didnt go as plan they did� work out fo the best!. Now that� everyone� is cognizant of our relationship, I feel� a weight has been lifted. No more� secrecy! Hey it is what it is! He� has told me several times he doesnt give a damn or fuck what others think about us being together including his mother.
Oh yeah I helped file for divorce, I got the diy divorce packet, showed him how to fill it out, took him to the county clerk's office to file the�� paper work..... I saw his face illuminate , his feet seem to be made of springs. He was so energized, I love to see him like this versus him walking with his down.

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Yhm 42, Female, China - 21 entries

Jun 2010
12:12 PM PST

The greatest power of all time!

I have seen people who are so careless walking, some people who dare not to comb their hair, carefree who don't mind other people's opinion about the way he/she dress and some people who are so difficult to deal with.

Well, that's them before they're manipulated with this supernatural force that works within and try to conquer the whole being of this carefree people. I remember myself being not so conscious about my appearance, �what to wear, how to sit, & even how to laugh... but I came to the point that even the tiniest detail of my hanky needs to be freed from a tiny little wrinkle and won't hesitate to iron it. Thinking that it might make someone upset to look at it. well everything changes, and everything is a subject to change... however if this power changes someone, even your biggest pride will be dissolved in an instant, just to make sure that you'll win that someone who have conquered your heart. Love is the most powerful force that no one can resist. It conquers & change everything in an unexpected result. Bad to good, carefree to conscious and careful.

Tags: Bad to good, carefree to conscious and careful.

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sethdlindsey 44, Male, Missouri, USA - 5 entries

Jun 2010
12:38 AM CST

The Road

The Road - Cormack McCarthy

Well, I saw the previews for the movie long before I knew about the book, and the previews looked interesting and I saw the book at Best Buy before going on a trip. So I decided to make the purchase. This book was terrible, sentence structure was crap, and the plot was almost nonexistent.

I'll save the trouble of reading this poo nugget: A guy and a kid walk around, camp, and occasionally find something to eat. This book doesn't explain anything, you have no idea what happened to the earth or what they're running from. When they do find a place they could stay comfortably for a while, they leave like morons, because it's not safe for some reason.

Tags: Cormack McCarthy, dystopia, The Road, turd

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sethdlindsey 44, Male, Missouri, USA - 5 entries

Jun 2010
12:33 PM CST

Magnificent Desolation

Magnificent Desolation - Buzz Aldrin

I read this, as ever since I was a kid I've been intrigued by space. It truly is man's final frontier to explore and master.

In this book, Buzz Aldrin touches on nearly every point in his life from childhood to present day goings on. One issue he describes is the difficulty he had re-adjusting to life after returning from the moon. He was still a fairly young guy that had already accomplished all of his goals... how can one top going to the moon? The first 1/3 of this book was fantastic, but the last 2/3 seemed to turn into him rambling about various things and continuing to pat himself on the back for everything he's out there doing now.

Tags: autobiography, Buzz Aldrin, Magnificent Desolation, moon

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mrswho 57, Female, North Carolina, USA - 34 entries

Jun 2010
8:27 AM EDT

I would get divorced, move into my own pretty little cottage by the water with a fence and a garden ( ok have to learn how first)... I might have a little TV in the living room but I want surround sound music. Speakers in every room. I would paint every wall a color and my bedroom will be RED... call it whatever you want, SLUT red.. is fine with me :) I would invite friends over for card night, girls night with wine and music and silliness, and even a kids night w lots of junk food, music, movies and Fun... I hope that I would let my kids decide where they want to live, either place would be ok with me, kinda. I would actually apply for my dream job. I would focus on the friends that I have let go by the wayside in return for 100% dedication to my kids. That right now is the biggest part of my life that is unbalanced. I need to work on that, seriously.

Tags: What would I do with my life today if I werent afraid of failure.

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